Why do I even try?
I’m bland as fuck and can’t stand the things normal people like.
I do nothing but smoke pot and eat junkfood all day.
Why would a person be attracted to me?
I’m a long haired hipster who isn’t fashionable, doesn’t know social cues, and can barely talk to my friends without getting nervous about what they might say.
I should just fall back.
Just… go back to my 4chan-reading days.
I want to stop talking to everyone and just let myself go back into the fakeness.
Let myself be bored, but safe. Safe from the shit this world seems to throw at me on a regular basis
I loved the time I spent in the real world. But it’s obvious i don’t belong.
I need to go back to what I was, and what I will always be: The social shut-in that only avoids other people for the selfish reasoning that he doesn’t want to get hurt.
I can go back to that.
I went to concerts with her.
I watched her favorite shows with her with a smile on my face.
I took her places.
I had fun with her for nearly 2 years now.
She likes my friend.
My best fucking friend who she’s known for 5 collective days tops.
I wish I could say this was the first time something like this happened to me only once. In the past six months.
My favourite moment from an animated show
Watch this high it’s incredible
Yo! Listen to this thing that I made!
this is great. just the three of us
and this brick wall you built between us